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I know that my end is near
now- I have been used brutally by the crowd and their patience is running out..
they want my blood. The only decision left to make is how I will be killed..
I have always wanted it to be a knife or a
spear, or something sharp stabbing me, possibly in many places at the same
time, or maybe in a sequence.. I know the final moment should be either into my
lower belly, or up into my pussy- I am pleased to learn that I will be be able
to dictate my final act myself.
" The time has come.. we will begin the
preparations ! "
I decide that I want to suffer as much as I
can before I die, so I ask for metal skewers to be driven through my breasts. I
choose to be scratched all over my body with metal combs, and cut with knives..
the final act will be with a special piece of equipment, one I have dreamt
about for so long...
The ceremony begins with a speech given
by the man who spoke earlier..
" We now reach the end of our
rituals ! The final act will begin. All who are present understand this ritual,
and it's final conclusion.. you have decided on the final details, so now we
commence ! "
I walk forward of my own accord, my bruised,
branded and aroused body displayed for all to see, and lie un-tied on my back, on
a marble altar that has been brought forward. It's quite warm (as I asked) and
I relax with my arms above my head. I know that there is no turning back now,
that this is the beginning of the end, that I will be killed in the ultimate
sexual sacrifice, the most submissive and erotic act possible, that I will even
beg for it, that I want to beg for it, that I want everyone to know
that I'm nothing, not human, just sex, just an animal that doesn't deserve
anything else, an animal that recognizes its place, that wants to be ruined,
fucked and killed in front of the audience, the tribe..... I am so aroused now
I'm almost going to faint....
The skewers are distributed through the
crowd, and the first one is wielded by a young-seeming woman with long, flowing
brown hair. She runs her hand over my face gently, then down my body, brushing
my straining nipples, and on down to my wet, wet pussy. She easily slides three
fingers inside me, and slowly pumps me for a few moments, looking into my
eyes.. all I can do is gasp and nod, my eyes wide and pleading and my mouth
open.. She can see the need in me, so slowly raises the skewer up to my right
breast- she touches the very sharp point to the underside, and pushes back and
forth without breaking my skin, giving me a chance to ready myself for the full
penetration....
And then suddenly she drives it up through
my breast until it's poking out the top- at first I don't feel anything, I'm in
shock, but then the pain begins, and my eyes bulge at its ferocity... I twist
my head violently from side to side to try and make sense of it, and within a
short time, I understand it, and then it begins to feel soooo good, the thin
sharp metal driven through my soft, willing flesh, and as I raise my head to
see my impalement, my internal inferno starts on a journey to a place of
unimaginable intensity...
A man is next in line- he chooses my left
tit, and pierces me from left to right, just behind the nipple.. this is more
painful still, but stokes the fire within me even more, and I am panting, my
chest heaving up and down, eager to have more.. The skewers continue until I
have them from all angles, all sides- there is surprisingly little blood, and I
am not feeling anything that could be described as pain anymore. I am beyond,
far beyond into a magical, heavenly euphoric bliss where I feel only sensation,
pure stimulation, sexual, mental, everything.. it's just how I imagined it
would be..
I savour the new and very exciting feeling
of having metal through my body- as I writhe in delight on the altar, I feel
the skewers in my tits move, pulling on my breast-meat wonderfully, contorting
them, hurting them, damaging them..
The skewers are now all driven through
my body, so it's time to be cut.. I have chosen some very, very sharp knives,
with a blade of only an inch, so if anyone decides to actually push one into
me, it won't detract from the final event.. I'm blindfolded at this point (as I
requested) and so I can feel people around me but can't prepare for the first
cut- I am so ready that I arch my back as much as I can, offering up my flat,
toned stomach and my swollen and slightly bleeding skewered breasts.. I part my
legs, an invitation to cut my pussy, and I feel my mouth opening wide again as
I tip my head back, almost of its own accord..
I feel two blades press into my stomach,
either side of my belly button, just by hips and I gasp as the pressure
increases and my skin is cut- I feel as if someone is painting in my mind with
electricity as the blades are drawn down towards my pussy, leaving long shallow
gashes in my tummy.. next, I feel a single blade this time, pricking me gently
on my lower belly, pushing in and out, teasing me.. without thinking, my hands
fly down, grabbing the wrist and pulling down hard, stabbing the blade into
myself- I feel a tidal wave of sensation crash through my being, a shattering
orgasm, followed by another, and another....
I can sense the crowd now, spurred on my
display of self-abuse, forgetting their last morals and inhibitions, wanting to
fully enjoy the savagery and primeval lust- I feel sharp points on my thighs,
quickly slicing down, and then my legs are lifted up by the ankles, and spread
apart, exposing my wide-open cunt and my ass cheeks fully.. I am yelping loudly
now, as I feel blades stab me in my buttocks and my lips slit, and I scream in
joy/fear/pain/pleasure/wonder as my clit is prodded over and over again,
sending me off into space as several more intense orgasms wrack my body....
My body is now a covered in marks, with
many obvious long cuts, and some pinpricks oozing blood, the skewers all still
through my breasts.. I know that the time has arrived, and that everything that
has happened so far is a million times more enjoyable than I had dared imagine
possible.. I am in a state of being that is almost impossible to describe- I
feel that I am in heaven, walking among the stars, just pure sensation, pure
animal lust, ready to have the final utmost pleasure, wanting it so
desperately, wanting to show myself in this most submissive of acts, yearning
to be sacrificed, killed in public, for all to see and enjoy...
" You know what must happen know,
don't you.. " I hear a voice say. " Yes.. oh yes..! " I whisper
back.
My blindfold is removed, and
I am helped off the altar and to my feet. I am led, cut, bruised, bleeding and
skewered to a device a little way away. It is a frame, roughly two meters high,
made from metal and in the shape of a box- it has a cross piece, on which I can
see wrist-cuffs, and rising from the base and pointing vertically there is a
pole, shaped into a large dildo at the end. It is exactly as I had asked, and I
am pleased..
I stand inside the frame and my wrists are
fastened, and then my ankles are tied to my thighs, my legs bent up completely,
leaving me dangling. The audience have now crowded around the frame, so close
they can touch me, see into my wide eyes.. I part my legs as much as I can to
allow the dildo into my cunt- I am so wet after everything that has happened
that it slides in easily, and the automatic sensors drive it right up inside
me, filling me completely.. I now begin to be fucked by this automated robotic
invention of mine, pounded brutally, stretched wide... the crowd are all
around, some masturbating as they watch me being fucked helplessly, staring at
me, fascinated, touching me, a couple of women stroking my face.. the speed
increases, ramming into my open, willing cunt, mercilessly drilling into me- I
can feel that I am near to my greatest orgasm yet, one so big that nothing will
ever come close again, one that I will do anything for, suffer anything for,
beg for, die for.....
And then unbelievably, the machine stops ! I
am left hanging, the huge dildo all the way inside my pussy, my swollen lips
stretched and stuck to sides of it, head hanging forward, panting heavily,
chest heaving up and down, up and down...
I know why the machine has stopped, though...
I look up as I hear a voice say " tell us what you desire ! "
" Kill me ! " I say, looking
around at the audience. " Finish me ! "
" Are you sure ? "
" Yes ! I'm sure ! "
" Tell us why we should.. "
" Because I want you to.. because
I need you to.. I want you to kill me now, I want to
be yours, I want to show you that I am yours, that you can use me and then kill
me, that I exist and have only ever existed for your enjoyment, for your every
desire, for your sexual pleasure... I am just a fuck-slave, I am an animal, a
sex animal... I have always been only
a sex animal.......
This has been my destiny forever, I've
known it and yearned for it all my life, it's all I've ever wanted..!
I need to be killed like this, in front
of you all, I need to be killed in the ultimate sexual way, it's just
me.......! "
" We want to hear you beg ! "
" Please kill me ! PLEASE KILL
ME !! I want you to kill me !!! I want to die for you, for you all... I beg
you, turn the machine back on !!!! PLEASE !!!! P-L-E-A-S-E !!!!!!!
And then I feel the pumping start again, and
I know that it's coming.. the dildo rams in and out, in and out, and I know the
orgasm to end all orgasms is on its way... the dildo enlarges inside me,
stretching my vagina well beyond anything I've experienced, but I want it
desperately..! the speed of the dildo increases, and I look around at the
audience, smiling in wonder, thanking them, thanking them... I feel a cane
biting visciously into my ass cheeks, and it's wonderful, I can feel it
building......
I am screaming now in ecstasy, as it comes
closer.. the skewers in my young swollen tits jangle, hitting each other in my
soft flesh, the bloods streams down my stomach in rivers now, flowing from the
cuts I enjoyed earlier, the sensations are nearly overwhelming me but I hold on
for the final explosion.... IT'S VERY NEAR NOW, AND I KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN,
AND I WANT IT, I WANT IT, I WANT IT !!!! I'M GOING TO BE KILLED IN FRONT OF AN
AUDIENCE, IN THE MOST SUBMISSIVE SEXUAL WAY POSSIBLE, LIKE I HAVE ALWAYS
DREAMED OF, I'VE BEGGED FOR IT, I'VE PLEADED FOR IT, I REQUESTED EACH AND EVERY
ORDEAL, MY BODY HAS BEEN USED, THRASHED, CUT, PIERCED, I'VE BECOME THE NOTHING
THAT I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO BE, THE FUCK-SLAVE, THE ANIMAL, EVERYTHING IS ABOUT
SEX NOW, PURE SEX, PURE SEX... I KNOW IT WILL HAPPEN IN A MATTER OF SECONDS, I
KNOW THAT IN A FEW SECONDS I WILL DIE, I WILL BE TAKEN COMPLETELY, THE WAY WE
ALL DREAM ABOUT IN OUR DARKEST MOMENTS, I KNOW THAT ANY MOMENT THE SWORD, THE GLORIOUS
DOUBLE-EDGED SWORD WILL BURST FROM THE DILDO UP THROUGH MY BODY, UP INTO ME,
INTO MY TUMMY, SLICING THROUGH MY SOFT WILLING INSIDES, STABBING ME SO TOTALLY,
PIERCING ME AT MY VERY CORE, TAKING ME IN THE MOST COMPLETE WAY, KILLING ME THE
WAY I HAVE FANTASIZED ABOUT, THE WAY I HAVE WANTED FOR SO LONG, FULFILLING MY
DEEPEST DESIRE..... AND THEN, AND THEN, NEARLY, NEARLY THERE, OH GOD, OH GOD,
I'M GOING TO COME, I'M GOING TO COME, OHHHHHH MMMMMMMMY GODDDDDDDDD... IT'S
HHHHHAAAAAPPPPEEEENNNNNIIIINNNNGGGG.....
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