Venus - a private journal of exploration
I woke up from my nap in a sweat. That has happened a lot lately and I'm not
sure why. It all started about 2 weeks ago when I got the envelope. It didn't
have a return address on it but it was addressed to me. I opened it and my jaw
dropped. That's when I saw the words.
LET DESIRE DOMINATE YOU...
That was it. Just "Let desire dominate you." Those words kept repeating in my
mind throughout the day and insinuated themselves into my dreams that night.
Nothing that I could put a finger on right away, but they must have. I could
only think of two reasons why someone would be this drenched. Either I had
dreamed I had run a marathon or I had. Since I was in my apartment and none of
my clothes were drenched it had to have been another kind of marathon...a sexual
marathon.
My name is Venus and this is my story or least my journal.
July 12....
Today was my birthday and I couldn't wait. I had decided to treat myself and
get a spa treatment. It had been ages and it was about time that I looked after
myself. After breaking up with my lover of 15 years, I now had only myself. So
what better way to celebrate than on my birthday? And there was a new spa
opened which offered discounts. What more could one ask for.
I arrived early at the spa and filled out the necessary paperwork. They
certainly asked a lot of personal questions I thought. But then they could
tailor your stay to your needs. My first stop was the mud bath. Now I had
never had one of those before so I didn't really know what to think. I was,
thankful though, that the mud was thick enough that nobody could see my naked
body. Everybody else around me was sculptured like gods and goddess so I
thankfully just sunk into the mud. Soon I felt hands on either side of my head
that threw me into a panic. "Shhhh mon ami, let me help you. You can relax.
Just close your eyes and I will hold your head. You won't drown and I won't let
anything happen to you." I don't know, maybe it was because of the exotic
(different) atmosphere, the quietness of the place, the relaxing bath but I did
just that. I listened to that wonderful rich accented voice and felt myself
drifting off to sleep. "Mon Ami? Time to wake up. Time to rinse off.
No..don't take off your mask. Let me guide you. Let Me be your eyes." I was
escorted up out of the bath and told to stand still. I imagined I was in a
shower since I could feel tiles under my feet. Soon I felt the warm water
showering my body. "Hmmm. Do you like this Mon Ami? Did I get the temperature
right?" I could only nod afraid to speak. I was expecting a loofa or something
to wash the mud off, but no. I felt his hands. It was surprising how much you
could tell about somebody when you can't see them. These were the hands of a
lover. That's when it dawned on me that I was allowing a stranger to run his
hands over my bare fat (to me anyway) body. I started to protest and reached up
to take off the mask. "No!" I protested. "I would like a female attendant.
I...I'm not happy with my body..I..."
"Shush, your body is fine. It IS a bit more mature than the others around here,
but that is what I find sexy. I wouldn't want somebody who I couldn't tell if
they were a man or woman. I am here to help you. To make you realize that you
are desirable."
"But what is your name?"
"Names mean nothing. But if it pleases you to call me by a name, then call me
Pierre. Let me wash you Venus. Let me take care of you."
Ok. So I'm a sucker for romance. I figured why not. This was my birthday.
Even if I didn't do anything else or never saw (? Actually I haven't "seen" him
yet) him again at least I would have one day to remember. I let Pierre finish
washing the mud off me and then escort me to a table. I tripped over something
on the floor and Pierre swept me into his arms to stop my fall. "Careful mon
ami, I wouldn't want anything to happen to you." The words whispered against my
ear sent tingles up and down my spine. I just sighed and then stopped short.
Pierre actually wasn't prepared for that and bumped into me. I stopped because
it just dawned on me that Pierre didn't hve on any clothes. At first I thought
it was no shirt since my hands discovered his bare chest when I tripped, but
when I stopped short, my ass was pushed up against him and he was naked.
Totally naked...Naked and aroused.
Chuckling Pierre just gave me a little push and helped me to sit on the table.
"You noticed that I too am without clothing, oui? Don't worry. It is more
convenient this way. I can be by your side throughout your stay." ~DUH
Venus. Of course it would be more convenient. He hadn't shown any
inappropriate behavior so don't dwell on it, although it DID feel pretty good
when you bumped into him,~
Pierre pushed me back onto the table and soon I felt cream being applied to my
legs. Well this was different. I had never had anybody shave me before. I
must admit that I liked it. It had to have been easier for them to do it. I
was surprised though when I felt the cream being applied to my mound. Before I
could protest though, I felt the cold steel of a straight razor going across my
skin.
"Lie still Venus. I wouldn't want to cut you." Well that made two of us. I
didn't want him to cut me either. I tired to be as still as I could, but he was
bent over and I could feel his breath against my skin. It was delightful
torture. "There. I believe I got them all. Let me check." Suddenly his tongue
was running across my mound following the path of the razor. I couldn't help
it, I had a mild orgasm as soon as his tongue dipped down onto my clit. That's
all it took. Just one little lick on the clit and instant orgasm. I was sooooo
embarrassed. I tired to sit up, but Pierre held me down. "Shhh. Don't be
upset. It is I who is thanking you for that compliment. But there is more.
Lie still. I must do your legs now." Nodding I just lay still. This part was
easier. Or at least I thought it would be. I had forgotten about his tongue.
After shaving one leg and rinsing off the cream, his tongue "inspected" my legs
to see if he had missed anything. Who would have thought that shaving could be
so erotic.
"hmmm. Perfect. Now you are ready. It is time for your massage." Oh Goody.
This part I knew what to expect. But then, I never had a naked man give ma
massage before. Actually I never had a man, naked or otherwise, give me a
massage before. Should be interesting. "Lie down here, mon ami." I laid face
down on the table which he had led me to. Soon I felt the oil being poured on
my back and his hands started the massage. Oh God! He had wonderful hands.
They were large and he knew how to use them. Soon I was drifting off into my
own dream world. Imagining it was he and I on an island..He was putting sun
block on my naked body and at the same time playing with me, teasing me. Soon I
felt his hands cupping my ass and massaging the oil in. He was thorough and
made sure that the oil got everywhere including a little into the asshole
itself. He kneaded the cheeks alternating, separating them and pushing them
together. Soon I felt his huge cock at the tip of my asshole. I tensed but his
hands kept up their massage and soon I was relaxed again. Then he thrust
himself into me. This was all so real. A bit too real I soon realized as I
awoke from my dream. This WASN'T a dream. Pierre really HAD thrust his cock
into my ass and was fucking me. He withdrew all the way and just hesitated a
minute before slamming into me again. With each slam, I could hear his balls
hit my ass cheeks. His hands pushed down on the small of my back rubbing in the
oil. Then he started to slap my cheeks. At first it was a small slap then it
got increasingly harder. First one cheek and then the other. All the while
slamming his cock into me. "Yes mon ami, let yourself go. This is really what
you want. Come, enjoy yourself."
He was right. This really was what I wanted. I couldn't help but be caught up
in the moment. Without conscience thought, my ass was soon moving back into him
to meet his thrust. "yes, oh yes. God Pierre. Harder. I haven't had this in
sooo long..Harder. Go on. I can take it." No words were necessary as Pierre
picked up his pace and soon the table itself was shaking as he pounded into me.
"Yes....that's it...oh god. I can't stop. I'm cuuuummmming!" I screeched. As
I was coming I could feel Pierre's cock slam into me one last time before he
came. Then I felt his weight on me as he leaned in. Kissing my neck he didn't
say a word but just withdrew. Turning me over he started on my front.
Oh sweet Heaven! More oil was poured on me and soon his hands were massaging my
breasts. This time though it just wasn't his hands. He straddled my waist and
I could feel his cock lie on my stomach. Soon it started to get hard again.
Was this really my body a man was responding this way too? I couldn't believe
it. I couldn't believe my reactions also. I didn't want him to stop. My
breasts were getting tender now because he had started to pull them as well as
slap them. He reached down and took my nipples into his mouth. I bucked. I
couldn't help it. He just bit down a little harder until I settled down. His
tongue made quick work of my nipple. Lapping at it, his teeth taking hold and
pulling the nipple up and away from the breast. Then his tongue licked the oil
off my breasts and I swear he tried to take my whole breast into his mouth at
once. Whatever he could manage to take in was soon treated to him.... well I
guess the best word would be munching...on it. He literally chewed on my
breasts and then slowly pulled back, letting his teeth slide down my body and
continued to bite and lick my entire body while his hands stayed on my breasts
pulling, tweaking and rubbing them.
By this time I was squirming. "Pierre. Don't tease me any more. I want you
inside of me. Please? Fuck me. I can't stand it anymore."
"no. Not yet. You must desire me more."
Desire him more?!!!!!
I didn't think it was possible. But it was. I don't know how he knew but soon
he had me panting, bucking on the table, and begging him to take me. His hands
had slipped into my cunt and soon his fingers were not only massaging my
outside, but also my inside. Of course this got my juices flowing again, but he
didn't stop there. He quickly inserted more fingers into me until I felt he
would rip my cunt apart. Each finger was put in and he counted as if I couldn't
feel them. Soon his count was at 5! He had his fingers buried into my cunt but
still he wasn't satisfied. He slowly applied more oil with his free hand then
quickly shoved his hand in the reset of the way. ARGHHHHHHH!
He just ignored my scream and soon he was fist fucking my cunt. In and out with
his fingers wiggling inside of my cunt. I had never felt so much pressure
before. So much pain, so much pleasure. Soon he was withdrawing his fist then
ramming it into me gain. Withdraw, ram....withdraw, ram...I couldn't speak nay
more. I was just twisting on the table trying to get more of his hand into me
one moment and the next to get it away from my cunt. With a loud scream, I came
with an explosive orgasm that drenched his fingers and fist.
Plop! His fist came out but quickly before I could move or say anything his
cock was shoved into my cunt. He immediately started to fuck me hard. My legs
were being raised up towards my shoulders and he put pressure on them to keep
them there and me pinned. He thrust into me harder and harder, faster and
faster. Soon he pulled me in toward him and came inside of me. But he wasn't
done yet. I felt my legs being tied up to something but was too tired at the
time to comprehend. After tying me up, he leaned down and bit my sensitive clit
and chuckled when I jumped.
Going to the top of the table where my head was, he leaned down and whispered
into my ear..."Let desire dominate you Venus. Tonight is still young. I will
be back. But you need to get cleaned up. I'll send in Linda to help. Until
later mon ami."
To be continued.
