Naturally Demanding but Nice
Chapter Seven
Jennifer's Thoughts
I left John alone. That was not as easy as I made it sound.
He is so sweet to me. I hurt him and use him, over and over.
He let me nibble and never complained about the pain. It had
to hurt tremendously. I should have helped him with all the
cuts but that would have shown him more love than I want him
to see just yet. He has to know, really know that I am of the
highest importance, he in comparison, is of much lesser
importance. Someone said for a happy relationship the couple
must be a 60-40, that is 60% give and 40% take for both people
I want him to know I do love him, but he also has to know that
ours will always be near a 90-10 thing. 10% take for him with
a 90% give, and 90% take for me with a 10% give. He should
have known that just looking at me!
I will be very patient with John, patient for me that is! I
will teach him to do my nails, my hair, how to give me massages.
His whole life has to be lived for me. If any of you think I am
being selfish, welll ----- to bad! Have you ever known a lady who
was an only child, the prettiest girl for her age, in the whole
town, and whose parents were wealthy? Was she selfish and
conceited? You bet your ass she was! Well, I am the prettiest in
the world and I confirm that each day as I look in the mirror.
Men's things get hard when they look at me, and me modestly
dressed. When I show them a little extra,they go out of their
mind with lust. I could steal any womand's husband in this town
if I wanted. I do not want them. The most of them, I would not
have.
You would be amazed at all the guys who think I should go out
with them because they have something I want or need. And the
most of those can not or will not, believe that they have nothing
I want or need! Now do you better understand why I refer to the
male species as,"Stupid"!
I am going to get some sleep. I hope my little slave boy gets
lots of rest. He will need it tomorrow.There is grass to mow!
I awoke from a wet dream. How could I cum so much in a dream
after all of the sex John and I had. Ohhh, the things I did to
him in that dream! I have got to visit my little slave!
I got up, washed my face brushed my teeth. I went pee. I had
retrieved the roll of toilet paper from under the towels. I felt
really good, horny too! A good tongue fuck will help me a lot.
Just what the Godddess ordered! (g)
I have been properly raised and the facts of life throughly
explained. I know my position in life, and I know the proper
place of others. I am to rule and take. Others are to serve and
be used. I am sooo good at using! That is so cool. It makes me
all tingly and warm. I can feel the desire building in me just
thinking about it. I need my John. I am going to him. I want to
fuck!
"John, I miss you, I need you." I said to him as I was going down the
stairs. He was right where I left him! (g)
"Goddess Jennifer, thank god you are back. I have been missing you
all night."
As soon as I got to him he was reaching out his arms and getting
in position to take my pussy in his mouth. Can you believe this guy,
he wants to give me oral sex all of the time. Having him around is
awesome!
"Ohhh John, you are so sweet!" I said to him as he quickly removed
my panties. They were so wet. His mouth wasted no time in getting
to my pussy.
Ohhhh John that is so good. Your cunnilingus skills are
extraordinary. Ohhh you do that just the way I like it."
Of course he does,I taught him! I say things like that to
encourage him anyway, sensory re-enforcement, from slave making
101! (g) He did not react or ask me why I giggled. He just
continued to focus on my desires and give me pleasure with his
magnificent tongue.
"Ohhh Yes, yes, yes John, I love your tongue so much! I love
your mouth too."
I told him this as he took one of my lips in his and squeezed it a
little. He was running the tip of his tongue around my lips and
would dart it into my pussy at will. Oh he was driving me mad!
My legs automatically begin squeezing his face. I was even moving
my legs up and down on his face as I squeezed. I could feel
his lips contort from the pressure and movement. I started to
move my ass in circles. I looked into his eyes, they showed a
little pain. I put my nails to his neck again and pulled hard. I
could feel my nails cut into him. More pain for John, more pleasure
for me. I moved my nails in little circles and looked into his eyes
again. I was really hurting him. I am so hot, I want to stop hurting
him, I think, but I am just sooo hot. He has just got to endure
the pain. That is just part of being loved by a Goddess! I could
feel the insides of my thighs stretch as I moved them on his face.
I was contorting his face so much that I could feel my lips being
pulled by his mouth. I had no pain so I was not being TO vicious.
As long as I don't cause him to pull my pussy lip enough to hurt
me. John needs pain in our lovemaking. He expects it. He wants
it. He really does! I looked at him, his eyes were full of pain,
but I know he was enjoying the pain. It was a good pain for him.
I was giving it. I jabbed him as hard as I could with my nails,
I felt them enter him. It made us closer, his tongue inside me,
my nails inside him. The closer a Goddess becomes to her slave, the
more the slave loves her. I looked at his eyes again. There was
pain and worshipful love. The kind of love I needed out of this
relationship. He lifted his left hand to my mouth. I kissed his
fingers. I put one in my mouth. I bit a little, released, removed
it from my mouth and kissed it again. I moved his hand down to my g
spot and pushed on it. He got the message. He begin to apply pressure
with his hand and move his tongue in rythym. I had my first orgasm.
He was concentrating on my pleasure and all he could do to intensify
it. Ohh, I love him! He brought me through another orgasm. I have
found a truly special guy. When I was finished and stopped moving
he begin sucking out my pussy and swallowing my cum. He really does
like the taste. That is good because he will get a lot of it!
"Ohhh John, I love you so much." I told him. He simply loves it
when I say things like that to him.
Our eyes met, I know he could see the mist in my eyes. They were
tears of joy and of gratitude for having found my special slave.
He is my soul slave, I just know it. I turned over on my tummy
so John could have unrestricted access to my ass. I know how he
loves to eat it out. He is performing so good on my ass. My pussy
loves it when his tongue goes in and out of my ass hole like that.
A Goddess can not be a Goddess unless she has a slave that really
likes the taste of her ass. John loves my ass. He will be so glad
when he can sleep with his nose in my cute little asshole. And where
he can access my pussy with his tongue at any time. I will also love
for his mouth to be close so if I need to pee, I can just tell him
and although I am half asleep, I can pee and all of it will be
swallowed. That is a worshipful true love, of a slave for his Goddess.
John is awesome!
