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The Reluctant Sub

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Synopsis: How my submissive feelings surfaced
I still remember the day when I first saw her

I still remember the day when I first saw her. It was a fine Sunday morning and I was enjoying the sun. I had seen a truck unload lots of luggage and I thought that some one was moving in next door. In the evening I as I left my house for a game of squash I saw a car approaching. It stopped near my house and a beautiful looking lady steeped out. I just stopped, staring at her and admiring her beauty. I thought she must have been unmarried and in her mid twenties. She wore pink top and skin tight jeans. I noticed the pair of high heels she wore; must have been about 6”. She had shoulder length black hair, blue eyes, and a neatly carved face with sharp features. She had a nice toned body of an athlete about my height with breasts neither too big nor too small, just the perfect size.

Just then I realized that she was having some trouble in shifting her luggage.

“Let me help you!” I said.

She turned towards me and gave me look as if examining me.

“I live next door. Hi! I am your new neighbor. I mean my name is Mike”

I fumbled, I still don’t know why? May be cause of her beauty, may be cause of her charisma that floated all around her. I felt a sort of inferiority complex, as if she was trying to dominate me without even saying anything. She chuckled and said

“Thanks, please get my bags inside”. She dropped what she was carrying and walked away still smiling.

 I was totally confused by my own behavior , I mean I was submissive ,I liked the thought of a women dominating me but I had never shared such thoughts with any one before , I had kept all such feelings to myself.

I picked up all the bags and moved on. Still confused what I was doing I reached her door step. As I tried to get through the door I got stuck and in the door and fell down cause of the bags I was carrying. As I looked up I found her standing there now almost laughing at me. Still fumbling I said “Sorry” and got all the bags in.

“Thanks” she spoke for the second time. Her sweet yet stern voice sent a wave through my body. I stood there staring at her for a while and then asked

“whats your name madam”

“Jane”

“Thanks, I guess now that all your stuff is in , I’ll be going. If you need any help just let me know. Bye!”

Reluctantly I moved away trying hard to remember where was I going. While leaving I could still feel her laugh at me. At the court I was still thinking of her. ‘Man how any one could influence me so much’ I wondered.

Next morning I saw her leave. She was dressed in black uniform. I guessed she was an officer in the police force. I also noticed her belt which had a pair of handcuffs a pistol and few pouches attached. She was looking …. I don’t have words to express my feelings, I was kind of impressed.

That evening I came back from work and found her door half open. I ignored and went to my house. After a while I came out and found her door still open. I wondered if she was there. Out of sheer inquisitiveness I thought of going and checking on her. I peeked inside the partially open door for a while. It was all quite inside and I felt that there was no one. So I entered her house. The first room was empty so I slowly moved to the second one. I was wondering where she could be with her house left open. I waited for a while but no one turned up. So I thought that she might have left it open while leaving for work.

I went to her bed room. There I saw a white panty lying on the bed. Suddenly a thought crossed my mind. I quickly cross checked the house and rushed to the bedroom. I picked up the panty and smelled it. It had the fragrance that she had put on the other day. I was thrilled. Suddenly I felt my cock grow in size. I knelt down and unzipped my pants, took out my cock and started shagging. Not aware of what was happening

I was enjoying the moment.

Suddenly I felt as if something moved behind me ; a adrenaline shot was released in my body out of fear , I in a quick reflex I threw the panty and stood up , quickly pulled my zipper and turned around . But I was too late. As I turned around I found Jane starring at me half in anger half in horror.

“I am going to call for some backup and get u arrested” she said and turned away to make a call.

I ran behind her “I am sorry, I am so sorry madam. I will not repeat it. Please don’t call the police I just …” and I was speechless for a second or so when she turned around and said “No way I‘ll get you arrested for such indecent behavior” she drew her baton and gave me the sign to stay away.

“I am sorry madam please don’t turn me in .I …I’ll do any thing you say.”

She gave me an evil smile.

“You have committed a crime so you have to be punished. Are you ready to bear the punishment that I order?”

“Yes I’ll do anything u says madam , anything”

“Are you sure cause if u don’t then I’ll hand u over to the cops and give them this clip too” she turned the cell phone towards me and played a clipping in which I could see my self kneeling and shagging with her panty on my face. I was embarrassed. I agreed to do as she said. But little did I know what she had in store for me.

She took off the handcuffs that were hanging on her belt and handcuffed me o one of the bed posts.

“Stay there and wait till I come”

 I saw her secure all the doors and windows.

Then she came up to me and asked “Are u fully aware of your offence. This time her voice was more stern than sweet, as if interrogating a hardcore criminal.

“Yes” I answered.

Smack! Came her hand down on my face, I was stunned.

“I’ll tell you some rules; adhere to them by all means. You will be punished separately for not obeying orders. Rule 1. Do exactly as u are told to do. If in doubt do the thing that is more difficult. Rule 2. Address me as Mistress Jane. I'll let you know if there is anything else. So what should be your answer?”

“Yes Mistress Jane I am fully aware of my offence”

“Good. You are learning fast. That’s good for u”. Then she cuffed my hands behind the back. “I‘ll give u a chance to apologize. If your style impresses me I’ll let you go or else you are my slave till I want. So think for a while and then act.”

The one thing I couldn’t do was think. I pretended as if I was thinking too hard then I bent I front of her and said ”I am extremely sorry my Mistress Jane , I cross my heart and promise that I’ll never repeat such an act. I request that I should be spared”

Still bent I could hear her laugh first slowly and then loudly. I raised my self and looked at her confused.

“Sorry you have lost the one chance I gave you. That was a pathetic attempt understood. Now u r my slave and I’ll train and teach u discipline”

“Stand up” she howled at me. Still confused I reluctantly got up

Instantly came another slap, this time harder one “why such delay“ she asked ”Was my order not clear? Show good response or else you will extend your training period”

“Yes mistress I am sorry “

She unhooked my trouser and pulled it down. She then ripped of my shirt buttons violently in on stroke. Then out of no where she drew a knife and used it to cut open my shirt from back side and out came the shirt. I stood there naked and handcuffed totally at her mercy

Walking around me she said ”You will be humiliated and taught to endure pain. Then u will have to pass some tests before you are left off. ”

“Let me first examine u.” she held my cock and continued” One cock, two balls two nipples ,a face and  an ass; enough to torture u and keep you in control”

“Kneel down” she commanded. Then she pulled a chair and sat infornt of me.

“Lick my shoe clean” she said. My fantasies were becoming real but I was still reluctant. She observed the delay and used her baton on my ass.

“1.2.3.4.5.6.7.8.9.10 for delaying the execution of my command " she howled

my ass was on fire by the 7th blow and I tried to dodge the rest , but...

Then I got on with my job . I bent down and started licking her shoes . She was wearing black shining sling back heels around 5” to 6’’ high. I licked her shoe toe.

“Use your tongue only and lick faster you bastard” she said.

I started licking like dog drinks water. I moved from the toe to the sides of the shoe licking it clean with my tongue. Then came the heels. I laid down on my chest and turned my head side ways and then stroked the heels one by one up and down.

“Lay down on your back” she said and left the room.

she came back after a while with a bag . I wondered what that bag had.

She drew a bottle out of the bag and sat on the chair.

“Open your mouth” she said. Then she put her heel in my mouth and told me to give it a blow job. I did so for a while but she did not seem satisfied .

“Deep throat” she said.” I want the heel completely inside your mouth”

after a while she told me to keep my mouth open. She opend the bottle she was carrying and said

“Not a single drop should fall on the floor” and she poured the white liquid on her heel into my mouth. it was alchohol. She emptied atleast one quarter inside me. I spilled some so I had to pay .

She walked up to my waist and stood there facing me

”what did I say nothing should fall on the floor” then she tapped my balls gently 2-3 time and suddenly gave a kick.

“Oww…” I was in shear agony. I felt the drink burn my food pipe and her kick burn my balls.

Then she walked upto my face and placed her sole on my lips and said

”lick the sole, lick the fucking sole” I was not sure what to do. this was too much.

“Any doubt that you still have” she said and placed her sole on my neck and presses a little. I was choked. But it did not seem to affect her. She pressed even harder.

“Understand one thing clearly. You are my slave and you will do exactly as I say or else”

I gave in. I accepted my fate.  I licked on her sole faithfully

“Good .good doggy. Now let us get on with some serious training... Stand up” she said and then she turned away to find some thing in the bag.

She came back with 2 collars and 2 leashes. She put one collar on my neck and the other at top of my balls. Soon my balls turned purple. Then she attached one leash each to the collars.

She then tied the leash form the neck collar to hook on his wall behind and turned the other around a door handle. She gave an evil smile and said

“Ready “

The she started pulling on the leash attached to my balls. First slowly and then she gradually increased the tension till the time I was choked and my ball could no longer stretch. Then she secured the free leash to the door.

She reached out for the bag and removed a gag. First she gagged me and then stood in front of me smiling as if enjoying all that was happening

Then she started spanking my cock. Initially with wrist movement only, then she increased the intensity and the frequency. I endured about 10 – 15 and I started resisting. All that happened was my ball got stretched more and more. So I decided to stay calm.

 By this time I had started swaying a cause of the drink I had. I was fully erect. I started enjoying a bit. Then she blind folded me and said

“you will not come to know what hit you”

She released my leashes. So I was relaxed but for only a short while because she then tightened the collar on my balls further more.

I was all naked and exhausted with my hands cuffed behind me and completely blindfolded. She stood near me and stripped her self to the bare essentials , I could feel it. The very thought of her standing in her undergarments gave me full erection. She noticed this. So she came close and whispered in my ear

“I know you like don’t you” and then she started massaging my balls and cock. I loved it.

“Ohh….” came my moan. The suddenly she slapped my balls . After a moment she slapped my ball thrice and I broke. I closed my legs and bent down in pain.

“You are a sissy boy. Stand up, Stand up like a man and get fucked” she challenged me. But it was too much for me.

So she sought of helped me to my feet. And started searching something in the bag. She returned and tied my knees to opposite bed posts so I couldn't crumble any more. She also removed my gag.

“First test .Endure 5 slaps on your balls in one go without crying. If you shout the count again goes back to 0.” she said

The intoxicant was helping me endure the pain and was converting it into pleasure I had started liking what she was doing to me. The suppressed desire to be dominated, to serve and to be fucked by a lady was surfacing.

“Yes Mistress” I said

“Good” and down came 2 heavy slaps ‘Pat! Pat’ and I shouted with pain.

“Starting again” she said

This time I endured 4 but gave up before the last one

“Just ….. Try harder. Starting again” she said

This time I endured all five and some how I did not react much infact I had started enjoying the burning sensation in my balls.

She released me and ordered me to lie down. She straddled across my face and stood there. I could feel her remove her panties.

 “Open your mouth” she said.

“I want you to drink every drop.” And she pissed on me.

I felt her warm salty fluid fill my mouth. At this point I was in such state that I knew what was happening yet I liked it. I gulped it down, every drop of it. Some of it spilled on my face also. I was so satisfied.

“How was it?” she asked

“Very good mistress. Thank you very much .please fucks my balls mistress, fuck me till I cry and beg for mercy. I want to serve all my life, I want o be your toy mistress”

“Humm... very good. You like it. Your wish will be granted slave. Do you want me to castrate you in the end?” and she laughed. Before I could say anything she pressed her pussy on my lips and smothered me for a while. Then she ordered me to lick her wet cunt. And I did it with all my will, with all my satisfaction. I wanted to please her .soon she came and all her juices started flowing on my face. I licked my lips clean of her nectar

Then she fastened my ankles with the bedpost again so that I was lying there with my legs spread wide apart.

 She removed the collar from my balls and massaged them for a while. I regained the little bit of lost erection. Then she slapped my ball again. But very lightly this time

“Time to fuckkk yourrr BALLSS” she said.

The she kicked my balls.

My balls burnt like never before.

Then came another kick straight on to my balls. It burnt like hell. But I was in the heaven of my Goddess.

Then she kicked me thrice continuously and said

“You have done well. You are a good slave”

Then she went to her bag to get something .when she returned she said

“This is going to burn a bit” and she held the tip of my dick. With her finger nails she pinched the head of my dick to enlarge my pee hole. I felt her rub my pee hole with a cold metal, circling it round and round. Then she slowly pushed it in. it sunk in my dick creating severe burning sensation as it went down. She slowly and steadily pushed till the base of my dick almost into my sack. Then she started stroking that metal piece up and down in my dick.

Initially it was good. But soon it turned painful. But she didn’t stop. She was not yet satisfied. Now almost a minute had passed after she had started stroking me. Up and down went then metal piece inside my dick. Now she started stroking harder and harder I started breathing heavily with pain.

“Uhh…. Yes.I like fucking men, I like men who submit their balls to me” she said and continued stroking. She had started enjoying fucking my dick .I was in pain, completely at her mercy. This thought aroused me further and I also started enjoying the pain.

“Fuck my dick, fuck me harder… Fuck me, my Mistress” I said

            She suddenly stopped. I was completely clueless what was coming

She stood up walked up to my face and started kicking my cheek.

             “How many times should I tell you that your are to speak only when told to .” Initially she kicked me softly but after she finished passing her orders ‘bam’ came the final blow which shook my head.

            “I hope I make my self clear” she said and placed her shoe onto my neck. This time, pressing harder than ever as if almost standing on my neck with her full weight.

            “I am still not satisfied with u. you will have to come for regular sessions. Ok last task for the day. U will to lick your own cum, but before that last finishing touch”

            She steeped on my chest and started tramplimg me. Her heels pricked my skin. It pained but I liked it. Then she dug her heel deep in to my nipple and I moaned in pain. She dragged the heel across to the other nipple and pressed the heel harder into it moving her shoe side ways with the heel still dug inside my nipple. The pain was excruciating.

Then she told me to sit upright and she place some flat surface beneath my balls. Slowly she stepped on my balls. She placed her sole on the top of the sack so that my balls were stuck on the other side ready to tear off the sack and come out. She individually pressed on to each of my ball, flattening them. 

Then she placed my dick on the flat surface and made deep impressions of her heel on my dick. She placed the heel on the top of my dick and then slowly transferred almost her full weight on to my dick. Man that was pain full. I kept on screaming but she did not pay any heed. She just stood on top of my dick and with my hand cuffed and ankles fastened I could not do anything but endure her punishment.

            Then she held my ball sack in-between her fingers near the base of the cock and wildly started swinging my balls sideways. My balls danced and dashed against the inside of my legs. She did so for some time and I felt my balls elongate. Then she suddenly grabbed my ball and slapped them.

            “Last ten slaps and then I’ll milk u” she said

            Those last ten slaps completely broke into pieces. I was about to cry.  They were slow so that I could feel the pain of each blow individually and they were powerful. My guts started paining. I somehow made it through the ten slaps and I was happy it was all over.

            “Three more kicks” she said and opened my blind fold so I could myself get fucked.

At this I felt as if I was almost dead

She stood with one leg on either side of my right leg facing me.

“Are your ready.” She asked.

I could not speak any thing. I just lay there for the final fuck.

            I could not see anything but I felt her swing her leg. Down came the first blow on to my balls. The pain was so much that I could no longer bear it. I had no strength left so I let all my muscles relax not trying to resist or endure any more.

            Another kick and tears started rolling out of my eyes.

            “I like you, I like you so much my new slave. You will be my servant hence forth. You will do exactly as I say or else I’ll hang you by your balls.”

“You will report to me everyday for duty after you come back from work. You will serve me as a means of entertainment as a punching bag, as a sex slave. Is that understood.” She said and kicked me once more.           

            “Yes… Mistress Jane.” I could barely speak. I was in deep pain. But I like what she did to me and I decided to go with the flow.

            Then see released my cuffs and ordered me to masturbate. As I helped myself I came very soon like I had never come before. The force and quantity of cum was enormous.

             She let all of it come on to her sole and ordered me to lie down. She placed her dripping wet sole on my lips.

“Lick them clean” she said sternly.

I licked my own cum for the first time. I licked her shoe till it was clean and stooped.

Her hand came cracking down on my face first on the right and then on the left side.

“No one told you to stop” she said and I instantly started licking her heels again.

I liked it and I had started under standing what she wanted out of me.

So I was told to leave and report for training the next day at same time.

From then on my life changed. I changed and it was all done by Mistress Jane. Now I respectfully address her as Mistress Jane and report for training at her residence everyday after work. I serve her by all means possible and she trains me to endure pain and be a better slave. While at her place I am always naked with a collar on my neck and hand cuffs hanging from one of my wrist for easy bondage.

I am happy all that happened or else my desire to be dominated would never have been satisfied.

 

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